A couple of weeks after Christmas I sat down one night to simply type out an idea that had been nagging at me since Solomon's death. A mythology that's sprung from family jokes and my own very fertile imagination. I didn't really expect it to turn into anything but over the next couple of weeks whenever I had a little time and was struggling under the weight of Sol's loss, I wrote a few more pages.
The story slowly evolved to focus, not just on Solomon, but on our other two older dogs--Oscar, the bloodhound (you remember him--he likes bubbles, loves kittens, and believes there is a monster in the closet) and Scrappy, our JRT/Dachshund mix--half-wild-thing-half dog--a terror on four legs, the bane of neighborhood rabbits and fearless to a fault.
One day I left the story up on the computer and Gary found it while I was at class. "What's this?" he asked me when I returned from classes.
"Something I've been fiddling with," I replied. "Self-therapy, I guess."
"That's some seriously good self-therapy. You're on to something," he said.
What I'm on to is creating a story that I can print and hand to the boys and maybe a few family friends who know our dogs. It is made up of the half-baked, half realized suspicion that our dogs serve a larger purpose in our lives than we understand. It does not have a title yet. For the life of me, I can't name it, but I am far enough along now (over half-way now with the ending and the climax already mapped) to share it a section at a time every few days. I thought it might be a nice change from my navel gazing/gardening/mommy-thoughts.
I
Scrappy
His were the trees tall around him, bearing his shadow along
with their own, making him part of the landscape. His were the leaves, an audible landing strip
for his brief flights from earth. They announced him when he landed, held
silent in between, echoing from one side of the forest to the other, telling
the Many that he was everywhere, that he was huge, so they should panic and run
and hope that he was not hungry that day.
Young rabbits believed the leaves and didn't question the shadows; they
ran and didn't grow old. Old ones, wise
for a reason, would wait.
But tonight he was not hungry. He was seeking the thing that
would hunt him. Had hunted him and missed. He was running the boundaries, set
out by the old dogs before him. Making
up in noise what he lacked in mass.
We are here, he
bayed. We are ravenous. Be afraid.
The voices of the Many had receded. They believed him or
Death was not himself hungry enough to test the truth of the promises.
It was an hour of running in the dark, firing staccato
warnings, and ignoring the calls of a frantic human. When he had finished and
the woods were silent, he crept out, lowered himself to the ground before her.
I am sorry I worried
you.
She sighed and picked him up. "Do you have a death wish,
little dog? Someday they will get you again if you're not careful."
He had a wish for Death. He wished that it would go away,
wished that it was not his job to run between it and his Humans. She would never understand
this. But her arms were firm and she smelled like the warm inside of the house
where his boy was. He licked the air around her face, making peace, and let her
take him there.
2 comments:
Great idea, Mary, and good story; I liked it.
:-)
Thank you Scotty. That means a lot.
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